Journals and why I write

 

Journals and why I write

May 20, 2026

I’ve always been a writer.   I’ve always been a reader.   I’ve always been a good speller.   Hmmm….the three must be related!   I noticed that, as a teacher, my best writing students were those who read more.  They were exposed to more words.   They were exposed to more ideas and experiences and new worlds. Seems logical, right?

Anyway, I retired from 30 years of teaching in 2016 when our second grandson was born.  He’s one of the two grandchildren we have near us.   The other 5 now live across the country.  I was working when his older sister was born and I was bound and determined to be at home while he was growing up, so I retired at age 64.  I’m glad I did it.

However, I was so emotionally and physically DRAINED after 30 years of teaching that I did NOTHING for an entire year after that.   NOTHING.  I slept A LOT.  I didn’t read, I didn’t garden, I didn’t do much of anything.   I just destressed.

The next year boredom set in and I was restless.   As a former pianist, I realized that my hands weren’t keeping busy.  I found journal makers on YouTube and soon I was buying many different kinds of journals to see how they were made and I finally realized that I should be making my own, so I started making journals.   I had gobs of paper left over from my teaching years so I made them with those papers.   I added fabric to the edges.   I added lace.   I sold quite a few of them and started numbering them.  I think I got to about 197 or 297 (I’ll have to check) before I finally, just last year, quit making journals and focused on my sewing skills.  I bought myself a new Brother sewing machine in 2018 and I’ve been sewing up a storm ever since, mostly making aprons, tote bags, book bags, and other smaller items.

I started keeping journals in 2017.  I went through three of them fairly quickly.   They were large sized and I would take one of them out back, sit on a chair under our Chinaberry tree, and write while listening to the birds in the morning.   I even took one with us on our vacation to Arizona. 

I have three of my own handmade journals left and I’m already using one of them.  I don’t do art journals because, well, I’m NOT an artist.  I AM a writer.   I think.  I observe.  I listen.  I collect.   I write.

I write about the grandkids, my pets, my horses, my garden, the weather, what I’m reading (I have a separate reading journal), what TV shows I’m watching, and whatever else piques my interest. I don’t write about politics because there is already enough said about that subject.

If you want to see videos of my journals, you can look here on my journals playlist:

https://www.youtube.com/user/deserthorses5https://www.youtube.com/user/deserthorses5

More on this subject at a later time.

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My current journal